long story lah .... 
... it doesn't have anything to do with my mental
state or my PES status, but I know it's almost impossible for me to
be called up ... if I am, I think we're in deep shit ...
neways don't think so lah ... once you're downgraded, that's it,
how to qualify for the wings then ? ... most people fell out
because of injuries ... and even more fell out after turning ops
... I was told by the time my old coy ORD'd, they were at less than
half strength from day 1 ...
some were removed because they simply CMI ... a chap was
transferred out even before BMT cos he cried when he's scolded by
the CSM ... another smart ass lazy sabo king got dragged through
all the way till turning ops, then they took his beret away and was
transferred out to an infantry unit ....
